Its been awhile...

The Fear
So now I'm at this transition period in my life and its the biggest transition that i've ever went through. I'm in a new city with no friends and barely any family and my fear is that I migh fail

The upside
The upside to things is that I finally feel like i'm starting to do something with myself. Maybe my life will start forming some type of directions.

 My fist week in my apartment has been a very stressful one. I feel like I havent even taken the time to fully enjoy it. I've been so stressed out becuase of the job I came down here for was FAKE in every way possible they had basically being a door to door sells person.

I dont think so!!!!! Lets just say I found something else. Granted its not the best but atleast I will get a paycheck with this job.

The people at the old job were so impossible they remined me of how a weather man would act. It was a forced fake happiness. It was depressing. I really didnt like it much.

The new job isnt glamorous or anything but atleast the people seem a lot more real. And I think the GM is a lesbian. I dont have anything against that its just am observation that I made today.

My roomate is cool her name is tensae shes from ethiopia and shes awesome... and nice. She reminds me a lot of me. I'm sure thats a good thing.

I do miss my mother and my family and my friends. I feel like i'm missing out on a lot but I understand that its all for my own good. I'm trying to better myself and soak up as many experieneces as I possible can.

But iys been awhile since I last posted something and a lot has changed. I've even been to spain. That was definantly an experience. I cant wait to go back and visit with people. So many people over there were so nice to me. I love that country and I really want to go back. I'm gonna go back next summer and also go to spain.

Well until next time!!!! ttyl